Sitting and reflecting

I sit here in awe of the paths being created,
How long for this have I waited.
Children sing and dance around, an energy hard to ignore,
What is breaking in me here? what is touching my core?
My body cries in pain for each part breaks one by one,
For rest it cries but time I have none.
Something here a sense of urgency brings in me today,
I cannot sit in such a dynamic world, there are too few hours in a day.
Sometimes an anger, a resentment, a hate, sometimes a tender feel,
The fruit i long for lies inside, layer by layer i peel.
The dark silence of the mountains around fills my heart today,
I don't know where I'm headed, I dont know where this leads but i thank the universe for showing me this way.


I'm sitting in the Isha home school right now after dinner. Children are playing all around....some are peaking their noses into the room I'm sitting in and trying to be naughty! What a beautiful world I think to myself.
Definately alot of things happening here...a new world in itself. So much action all around, no time for frivolous nonsense and distractions. There's a mission, theres an aim, if you have the courage plunge in it calls.....
I'm already so tired. Its only been about 17 days here I think, but never have I put myself through so much physical, mental, emotional activity all at once. It's like there is so much happening in the world, so much to be a part of. All you really need is a heart and a passion to back it.....thats all.
Right now I'm just starting to see how much is going on in the world, how much people are willing to give of themselves so selflessly. People putting themselves aside for others, with a smile that doesn't cease. I'm realizing the meaning of giving, thats when your nonsense comes and looks you in the face.......I'm experiencing what it means to just simply give yourself to the moment, to what's needed..........