Why are we so obsessed with theories, with proofs, with reasons.........why is it that for everything we need a logical explanation otherwise we discard it as frivolous, as insignificant? Why is it that anything that cannot be justified, is considered not worthy enough? Why is it that our feelings, our intuitions about things have taken second place in life? I may just feel so and so way about something without having any clear cut reasoning for it........but it is so difficult for one to accept it because we are so used to having an explanation for everything. I guess the mind feels much more at ease when we can give it a reason.......otherwise we are treading on very flimsy territory. For we keep cross questioning ourselves, we keep wondering if the decision we made is stupid, or if it is the right one. When in fact, time and again it can be seen that any decision made with the gutt is always the right one. But why is it even then so hard to trust our gutt? Maybe because in trusting our gutt we need to surrender to the unknown.......we need to loosen our grip from things we have control of.......and in doing that tremendous courage is needed........breaking down of the ego, of what you know as yourself is needed.......something that is very difficult to do...........