I'm here, I'm there, I'm everywhere,
I'm lost, I'm gone, no me exists anymore,
I'm more serious with life than I've ever been,
I feel myself fooling around alot less.
I want to scream for lost I feel,
More at home I feel than I've ever been.
Want to run away and hide under the deep blue sea,
More ready to face the world than I've known before.
Should I cry? should I weep?
Should I laugh out loud with joy?
Where am I? how did i get here?
Far away from loved ones yet to them also very near.
Drenched in a space that gives life to the dead,
None of the nonesense important today, it doesn't matter whats thought or said.
So many feelings, thoughts and emotions today......
And so I close off and pack up my day.