Feeling unsettled, restless inside I find myself today,
Dislikes, likes, people hard to accept all coming in my way.
Want to love them like others I do yet I cannot as hard as I try,
The very real realization that with knots of hate my own self I have tied.

Looking even at their face fills me with an anger unknown,
I cannot believe that it is me in whom such feelings have grown.
I dont like the feeling for hard to bare it may show,
Makes me feel insignificant and very low.

What is it about them that I cannot take,
What is it that causes me in such a way to break.
Want to see it today in the bright light where nothing remains hidden,
In the dark alley of life I sit today where bypassing is forbidden.